I asked last night if I could book the treatment in Los Cabos and and he said and I quote " I don't know" I told him I really need it done because I am getting worse as we speak and Money Bags started asking about other places like I haven't research enough and I need it now not in 10 years when he thinks I should get it. He doesn't understand and refuses to listen or read about it, it frustrates him to do anything that doesn't involve instant pleasure for him. I should cook his goose and book Egypt and see what he says then, if I had control of the money I would go to Egypt and I would take a supportive friend with me not Money Bags he is far to selfish to be there for me throughout this procedure. I am so afraid and all I want is the chance to have the treatment done with no stress just enjoy the moment. I am concerned that I will not be able to enjoy the moment because someone is bored or worse yet be afraid in the hospital and turn to find my support person has left to walk around because he is bored. I can't ask Money Bags to pay for someone else to go in place of him so I have to find the happiness inside and be very brave for myself because I know no one else will be there to hold my hand. That is enough for today.
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