I have been having a lot of pain lately all because I over did it at the gym, I biked 5 miles and my doctor said I over did it so now I have to take a break from it till the pain goes away in my legs, it has been almost a couple weeks since I overdid it. I have never felt like this before though I am in pain in my hip, knee, and ankle joints, but along with that I am numb from the middle of my back done to my toes on my right side and my left is numb from the knee down. I am bit nervous that I overdid it at the gym and if this is what happens if I do over do it that makes me scared to even go, I want to go so bad as I felt good immediately after the gym but two days later I paid for it. I am terribly afraid of what could happen.

Lets talk about my fear of everything, just a short ten years ago I feared nothing I had tons of friends I was able to find the energy and time to maintain good friendships with all kinds of people now I am lucky to be able to have the energy to leave my home after 6pm.

I think I withdrew myself so much that people think I am being rude and all I want is to have some of my energy back. I really miss who I was before MS ruined my life. I truly hope that I get my balance and personality back after the angioplasty.